Friday, October 3, 2008

A POEM TO YOU

For nobody else will i take my own life away. my life for no one else will i have ever poured out my own soul like this before baby to me your what makes the milky way yet oh so milky, that way. baby you'd always be to me. your the one that makes my heart keep pumpin' so that i can keep breathing baby. ill laugh with you cry for you die for loose and cry blood for you id do anything you[d want me to do. no matter hoe dark and lonley my nights get all i really know is that i have some one to look forward to seeing and speaking to you the next day. i know id be able to liik forward to that being my brightest of days. for my days to keep thumpin' id need you in my life cause finally i realized what ive been missing all my lie. now i know that your my special something i can have all to myself.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Earlier (something i wrote to my boyfreind)

babe,
earlier today u asked me to "make up something else becasue i love you more than anything is something i always hear". well bay, i took it in to consideration and though what i said earlier at the time was extremely corny i took my time and thought of something hopefully that is not so corny as shows u that i do love u so here it goes:
"well baby boy i know that i love you more than anything is something you always gotta hear and so is i love more than a fat boy loves his cake but i took some time for deep thought and consideration and i realized losing you is a risk i dont wanna take.now that im with you im no longer miserable together we are much better than a reble. im more than glad i got you these words aren't even enough to exlplain what i feel now that i snatched you. baybay with valentines day its alway going to be 24-7, 365 every day all 12 months in 1 year it's not just a day. now that youre in my life i dont fall as much. my nights arent as dark and lonly as they were before getting through one night isn't that hard no more. baby this all real i have never poured out like this before and you better be lucky that im not a hoe but real talk for you is like a dream come true. you're love is like the brightest star the one i can see on earth from the dark black galaxy. this isn't even half of what i feel for you. with out you ill still be feeling invisable boo. my night's dont shine wit out u. days be darked and more so painful wit out ya. even though being far from u is hard enough i cant stand not have ya' one life ta live and it never ever felt so right. everything that i get that makes me happy i end up gettin stripped of and i hope that it wont be like that wit u kus im ya private stripper nobody can tell me different now. i finally feel alive im real so chilled ur a thrill i cant stand bein orn apart escpeccially at the heart its a peice a art that needs its shelter not a rest stop. hopfully ur my final destination so lets make it known to every nation"......

so ya i hope u like it. i wrote it just for you. its an origianl master peice i just thought about it. basically no time at all because i finally got around to letting my feelings flow through my vains kus like i said ur the forst one escpecially since ur a guy that i have i opened up to and that means a elephant to me u mean the world 18 elephants and 80,000 trips around the world to the galaxy and past the milky way to me. ily N R J D.
LOVE YOUR GIRL!!!
-J A N J

I MISS YOU ( I WROTHE THIS WHEN ME AND MY B.F BROKE UP ONCE)

I never ment to hurt you. Bcause i hut you i even hurt me but like you siad its not always about me. you say i dont really care anout you but boy i really do. now that your gome my nights are dark and lonley again for one i dispatched my latch off you. you thought id be the one you'd spend the rest of your life with and baybee i could i should be i would be and i want to be i need to be please.we should stick together so we can win that bread over,. together going through life we'll be sober . everytime we reach a hill we go head over. i was like a fire blanket to you because before mrbaby your heart was on fire. i came and covered you like a broom i swept you away off your feet. i lost site of our dream real quick you see.now that were apart i finally re-see it. i wanna be that girl you can come home to to hold you when you have a bad day you know thai im your boo and your my dude. i lost your love and heart but i hope and pray that i can gain and have them back becaise i miss you.